Monday, January 14, 2008

Unhappy Me

I hate everything that happens around me now.
I felt that Sam do not love this baby.
I felt that ILs do not bother.
I felt so sick and tired of my marriage (maybe I should have been a single mummy right from the beginning; maybe it's a BIG mistake to be married).
When I was carrying Adel, I had this same awful feeling and now it is back again!


I wanna have my OWN flat and do things the way I WANT!
I am going crazy!
It's our house yet I can't do things the way I wanted it to be.


I shall named baby the name I WANT!
I shall have a baby shower JUST solely for MY relatives and friends at MY mum's house!



Maybe I should bring baby and moved back to my mum's house when 2nd sister's flat is ready.
Maybe I should rent a flat and stayed outside on our own.
Maybe staying away from each other is good for both of us.
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3 comments:

Jansey said...

u r not the only 1 wif hormones runnin wild during pregnancies..

January 18, 2008 at 11:08 AM
Kim said...

I truly believe you don't mean any of those. Relax and try to think only of happy thoughts. You will be happy once again, this i'm very sure.

January 22, 2008 at 6:31 PM
cHaRmaiNe said...

To Jansey and Kim,

I noe that this is pretty common in pregnancy cos of hormones changes.

At that point of time, I really do mean it.

Soon, I shld be able to outgrown this nasty feeling.


~hugz~

January 23, 2008 at 11:35 AM

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