23rd September 07
6th sense again.
Took one test strip and test. Bingo!!!
The lines are so strong, giving me a positive.
Having mixed feelings.
Why?
Cos Sam and I were having some arguments and I felt that we are not that stable to have another baby now. Partly also due to the last pregnancy that failed.
Hesitating whether to show him the strip and in the end showed it to him.
Reaction from him – what does that mean?
He still can ask me if I drew it on with marker.
Anyway it’s really fate.
Initially I was desperately trying for last chance of piggy after my D&C in January 07, yet no sign.
Now when I thought of giving up, it came to me unexpectedly.
The signs were there.
1) I can’t fit in to my pants for the last 2 weeks. And I felt so uncomfortable wearing those pants.
2) Slight increased of appetite. But I attributed that to the irregular meal times I had during work.
3) Menses supposed to be due 21st or 22nd based on previous cycle. It never came and I’ve experience white discharge instead.
Will be seeing Dr Chris Chong end of October cos I am supposed to see him then after finishing my 3 course of clomid.
Baby should be due in June 08.
I wish for a healthy and smooth pregnancy.
24th September 07
Was at the pantry this morning and suddenly remembered that Jennifer once told me Daniel had dreamt that I am preggie and can’t join them for Cameron Trip in Dec 07.
How true can that be.
27th September 07
Not feeling good.
Keep having hunger pane but just cant eat and feel nausea.
This time round the nausea kicks in much earlier.
Keep wanting to tell my friends but decided to hold back till my visit with Chris on coming Sat.
Feeling excited to see my baby but also worried.
Maybe this is due to last D&C that makes me feel all anxious since I dun expect myself to have a D&C at all.
29th September 07
So excited.
Had an appointment to visit Chris today. Finally can confirm my pregnancy and whether can see the sac and yolk. ~Keeping my finger crossed~
Told Chris that I am preggie and he had sort of expecting to hear the good news from me.
Claudia was ‘angry’ with me cos I have mentioned to her before that she would be the first person to know if I am preggie since I would have to call her for an appointment (I was supposed to go back for a follow-up after I complete my 3 course of clomid). Hee sorry babe, I din want to tell anyone yet until after the scan.
Adel was crying when I went to the bed cos she cant see me. Claudia carried her to me and she sits on my chest while we scan for baby. Adel was smiling cos she tot that she was watching tv LOL.
Yippee, can see the sac and yolk. So much relieved after I saw the scan. I have been ultra paranoid and worried.
Chris decided to give me a jab based on my history and also prescribed me with folic acid, Prenaforte and Utrogestan to boost the 1st trimester.
When I was being administered the jab, Adel cried again. Think she thought that Chris was making mummy pain pain with the needle.
Based on last AF, EDD should be 30th May 2008 - A Rat Baby! Next check up is on 15th Oct in the morning. Can’t wait to see my darling soon and hear its heartbeat in the next visit.
The check cost me $208!
Mum checked her gender formulae and told me that this baby could be a boy.
Boy or Girl does not matter to Sam and me now. We just wished for a smooth pregnancy and healthy baby.
30th September 07
Today is our trip to Desaru.
Should have cancelled the trip.
It was disaster!
Read about it.
http://adelmummy.blogspot.com/2007/10/desaru-trip.html
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