23th April 2008

1900hrs
I was sent back to my ward.

Sam brought Adel to see me. Pauline, AJ, Catherine, WY and Janine were here as well. Usual, Adel and Janine were playing with each other and they shared my dinner’s dessert – banana.
Chris came back to check on me and everything looks good.Catherine and family left first; Adel simply does not want to leave mummy alone in hospital. She was crying as she left the ward and even when she was in the car. When they reached home, Sam called me and let her listen to me. My poor princess was crying for mummy still and it just breaks my heart when I hear that. I wonder how Sam is going to cope.


I cannot get to sleep.
I miss Kennzo and wonder if we can get to see him the next day. He has to stay in the Special Care Nursery within the Delivery Ward and no one can see him. There will be no breastfeeding for him as well till he comes back to the normal nursery.
I cannot fall asleep.
It took me sometimes that I finally fell into slumber.


~end of the day @ 0130hrs~