Yesterday went over to NUH.

Doctor withdraw the painkillers and those medications that made FIL drowsy and he woke up. We had a chat with doctor and after some discussion, we decided to let him stay awake till last night then then administered Morphine to relief the pain so that he can rest.

There were 2 options after the pain relief is administered:

1) Maintained the BP medication and should there be a drop, we will let him go

2) Plug out his life support system and depends on heaven's will.

We decided to opt for one - let him go on his own with reduced pain.

This would be the better option for him as he would be suffering from pain if he is conscious. We saw his struggle and his tears. Seriously, I rather he go in peace with the aid of pain relief.

He has a high will to pull through this and he kept shaking his head when Sam ask him to go in peace but his body is weak. Besically, his lung is left with 15% of the functions and overall his condition is deteriorating.

It's now depending on himself and heaven's will.